I’ve been wanting to write for quite some time now, didn’t really had the composure to do so though. Things are about the same nothing really has changed which I’d say is something that I must learn to live with. Come to think about it there are something’s that have changed and is something that I have to live with too. Don’t really have any choices I’d say.
I came upon an old book named the Carlos complex, which saved me from boredom since I didn’t have my pc at that time .the particular book was really interesting and informative I’d thought that I’d share some of the interesting parts with you people but then again I don’t think I’d want to do that. It just made me believe that a person could go to great lengths for what they believe in. On second thoughts its not entirely true most of the people were really smart already to begin with. It’s ok if u can’t understand where I am going with this. Not that I care, tell u the truth I promised someone that I’d post a new entry soon. Me and my big mouth, Still don’t get why people would want read the shitter’s that I write, even I don’t read my own writings.
Was having a hard time when my pc was gone I now know how it feels to lose someone or something you cant live without and dearly care about. Couldn’t listen to the depressing tunes of Morrissey, radiohead made me more depressed. It made me feel better when I hear people singing about pathetic happenings/things. Worst of all I couldn’t watch any animes and that was pure hell but now my sacrifices paid off solemnly. I now watch animes with better a graphic card, sound card come to think about it, I changed almost everything ahahaha and I think that I am closer to my nirvana watching/ listening stuffs you like with enhanced specs makes life a little bit more cheerful and earth a better place to live in. Just to play safe, people close to us too plays an important role in making us a better person and at the same time keeping me sane. So friends are particularly important.
There’s this one time when I was also bored I got a novel from a friend which was written by Tom Clancy called…cant remember what the book was. I just with my sincerest gratitude would like to say that you suck. I only read one chapter, which was a sick torment. Oh and if by any chance you or your military intelligence happen to come upon my blog. Just think of this as free advertisement and bear in my mind that I am not worth it. A friend asked me to write about Malay’s you know the Malay people that we are. I don’t think I have the balls to do that, so ill not talk about it anymore and will take this opportunity to say “selamat berpuasa dan selamat hari raya”.
