My inability to come up with a so to speak mind boggling or just plain bitchy and boring entry has resulted to this. Explanation on why I didn’t couldn’t come up with these entries. Yes, you might think that I am so full of myself but if you’ve been reading my previous entries this should certainly be of no surprise.
Well I’ve been telling myself that I should write more and read more and do this and do that to enhance productivity/ keep busy and be happier. Yes, it makes me happy when I know that I’ve been doing useful deeds and get this feeling of self fulfillment which leads to me being a happier person. Come to think about it, doesn’t that applies to everyone in general?
Anyways I don’t read as often as I should. I’ve got plenty of books stacked up in my room but they’ve become some sort of antique ornament that collects dust. Solely because I used to read a lot when I was at work and now I don’t anymore. I realized that no matter how free you are at work, one should always pretend to be busy and act as if one’s chasing a dead line. By doing so you shell yourself from envious eyes and petty works that no one wants to do. All in all as the saying goes, ‘safety first’. The office is a treacherous place.
And hey, this whinny little piece would be my first entry for the New Year. Let’s not be a girl now and worry about tiny little things that don’t matter anyways. Having said that, I am becoming more and more sensitive with New Year’s, birthdays, marriages, old pictures, old people, and just about anything that reminds me of how old I already am. It makes me think of how far I’ve gotten and what I’ve accomplished. Yes this is leading to a disastrous path, so I’ll change subjects. I’d like to wish everyone a happy New Year and a more meaningful, purposeful life.
On the other hand, what an ugly thing this world is today. Yes we all know that nature is pretty and full of amazements but I am referring to how the world is today and primarily pointing towards its inhabitants, the people. I know that I don’t have enough understanding, the ability to already forecast on how and where the human generation is leading or being led. But I notice on how the human populaces are getting more ignorant, selfish, insensitive, careless, etc.
I also probably don’t have the right to be stating such things; but it will eventually get there, if the leaders continue to be cruel, intolerant, not willing to sacrifice and ignorant. A dark, frightening future is what we are heading towards. I hope I am just being a pessimist and that others out there are more of an optimist than I am.
Finally my New Year’s resolution will still be the same as it was on previous New Years. I wish everyone happiness and such and not forgetting to lead a healthier life hehe. And again not forgetting that we all read and write more. Thank You for reading.
