Today the world is lost in great confusion and cries out in agony. We face endless conflict as individuals, in our families, in our nations and in the world. As individuals, we are confronted with inner turmoil between our mind and body. Our families are plagued with the moral decadence of our young people and the breakdown of family-centered traditions. Historical rivalries lead to distrust and even war among our nations, fanning the embers of uncertainty and hopelessness in the world.
- Unknown -
It has been a while since I first started thinking about the future, my future. Honestly I rather not, its just too much of a fuss. I always been or like to think that I am the type of person who live life as it comes and am quite satisfied with things, the way they were. That was until I finished school. Leaving school is a start, of a life that I was not familiar with. The world suddenly seemed huge and strange. Friends were too busy organizing their life or organized by, everyone was busy doing their thing. It’s a gift actually having something to do, whatever it is you want to do or having something similar as the rest of the crowd u grew up with.
It makes me wonder how someone, who once was a friend, who did a lot of things together, didn’t have the opportunity to do what their friends did or do. Knowing that their friends would expand their knowledge and experience new things hence makes them one of the many normal people just might make them feel timid about themselves. They would eventually continue what their parents did and turn out to be a farmer or a fisherman wish is a noble occupation just that they didn’t really had a choice. I would not blame them if they were to feel a little bit unlucky or dissatisfied but if they were to just hangout among themselves, then things would just be normal, I guess.
The news is a perfect example of how the rich and powerful discriminates the weaker ones and at end of the day end up being the good guys. It just proves that there’s no more justice and fairness in the world and the thing about rich people is they keep getting richer and often provided free stuffs from people who acquire their importance or whatever it is, in that subject, hence making them more wealthy. Since I am on the disliking people ‘subject’ I would like to add that I am not fond of not rich people too. It’s just that their very insecure and easily provoked ohh and I like to think that I am in the middle of the both category.
I’ve come to believe that people who were unhappy with the way the system worked and had hopes for it to change established cults, groups and various other beliefs to disapprove or show resistance. Come to think about it they didn’t really, had any real affect. There are also groups that are fighting for freedom or land. Out of desperation I am saying that they had to act aggressively in order to defend their land or freedom. I also like to think that they didn’t have any choice for that matter. There are many types, kinds of movements where some of them are people who try to get attention from people in order to achieve their goals and there are other peoples who just have to show in a not so nice manner hence makes them a outlaw. The point is, why fight when you’ll eventually lose ohh I forgot they have their beliefs and in a way I admire them for they still have hope and a strong belief.
Another thought, according to people when somebody dies they’ll be reborn again into the world maybe with a different form or hobbies for that matter. To me it’ll be like living in hell, I mean who would want to live and die and live again in a place called earth. That is, if we could realize of what’s happening, if not it’ll just be another life. Hmmm I am confusing myself. I mean the world isn’t exactly a very nice place to live in, not that I lived somewhere else apart from here. Its just that I don’t like it very much ahaha.
Jumping into another topic here, I remember someone saying that I am a juvenile, it made me realize that maybe that’s why I am questioning things too much but then again I don’t really question too much I am just unhappy with almost everything. Then again I should consider myself lucky for being physically healthy and mentally stable (I am quite sure of that hehe). I like to believe that I am currently in the state of development between youth and maturity (sad case), the right word would be adolescences (referred from dictionary). Maybe that’s why I make a big deal out of everything that’s happening, once I am matured enough I might just stop questioning and might just focus on what I want to do or be, I am assuming here. For now, ill just shut up and continue living the life that I don’t really like but cant live without. Lastly, I am surprised that you read this till the end.
Thank you
