Why do I live in fear? Some would say it is because I chose
this path…I agree that this is a choice but it’s funny how some choices are so
limited that it’s like choosing either death or being on the brink of death.
I envy those who were born on pedestals and then as they
grow up act as if their success were solely due to their effort.
It is not attractive to keep whining and complaining but let
me be… I chose to write so that all my thoughts are thrown out and perhaps by
doing so, I feel better.