This sort of realization, reminding me that man is often unhappy, my friend said humans are attracted to sadness and negativity, I felt more pain knowing that there is nothing to gain, he does petty things to forget many things, his conduct is condoned, his mother loves him more than he hath known.
I care not to impress, for I will transgress, against you whose beliefs are told by someone else. Conjecture! Follow what your parents want, what society expects, make judgments all you want, stereotype, degrade and discriminate! Hold yourself high, talk highly of your success and live on a hill signs of superiority.
Sickness in mind, don’t mind, don’t mind, the doctor can’t see through minds, the mine fields in the mind are about to get blown. The car wrecks, the motorcycle cracks, the man died even before the soul hath part.
The bad habits, never sets part, goodbye, good riddance never come back…sigh, do not turn back, the bad habits they tend to stay, like uninvited guests, the addict in an attic with his antics, witnessing mysteries, experiencing colorful pleasantries, the real world feels like penitentiary.
My prayers petty instead of piety, my prayers shaking instead of stabilizing, I prostrate with hurry resulting in guilt and envy. They shove my head into stupidity; I am deranged wrong and dreary.
An awakening blossoming, the mind hoping for a safe stability, for what is lost and what hath gone, to hold worthy of the love that is existence—to gain nobility through knowledge and self study, to smile with happiness for the self is no longer empty, the once sad eyes are filled with bounties.
