I am afraid of time moving a
little too fast. The fear of getting older with so little achievements and good
deeds…it makes me feel bitter and my existence salty, very salty. A part of me
is telling me to be grateful for being fit and looking youthful. What the actual…?
I keep fantasizing of having a
land close to my house. And in this land, I would build a river of sort with a
tall waterfall. Obviously, the land is quite widely spread, well one can dream,
no?
Also, I will build a spacious gym
which is eco-friendly/energy efficient with great air flow and plenty of trees.
I would call my Muay-Thai guys and ask them to relocate there. I would do the
same with my Silat guys. We could probably earn some profit from there, to
keep things going.
I will also build a surau and
have a small madrasah. You know to maintain balance and to have peace of mind.
Have daily classes for the community, would be beneficial too.
The place would be akin to a
clean forest, filled with huge trees cleansing the atmosphere. There should
also be stones that are mountainous, basically I’d like to emulate nature. I would
grow vegetables as many of them and as tidy as can be. They too will be given
to the community or the needy.
Of course, I’d also build a place
for us to live in. It wouldn't be as grand but it I would have it built sturdy, cause I am paranoid.
Speaking of fears, one of main fear is not having water. Apart from having an artificial waterfall/river or a pond. I would
dig a well, have a pump that generates water from the ground, have multiple water tanks and install a wastewater system so the
wastewater can be used to water the plants etc. I worked in a biological wastewater
system company before, it seems possible with enough money that is.
Seeing that this is a fantasy, finance shouldn't be a problem.
While I am at it, I might as well
attain some super-powers akin to superman. Though, if I did, I won’t be a hero.
I would probably hunt down and kill the 1%.
On another note,
I am imagining living in harmony and
staying fit while working out and working in the farm.
I will also have a large chicken
coop, maybe raise some goats and cows. Perhaps by doing so. One could be self-sufficient
and stop being dependent on this vile society.
That is a dream worth having.
Though having super powers akin
to Superman…I shouldn’t be worried about water shortage for me of my family?
This fantasy is getting out of
hand.
I should stop now, I can continue later.
