WHAT IF…what if you are 27 years old, recently found a stable job met someone that you loved, when out for a year couldn’t be more sure about each other feelings, got married proved yourselves to be right about the choices you’ve made. One no particular day you met with an accident and died…errm that’d be pathetic not sad. Your wife’s pregnant with your child and dies after delivering your baby. What would you do? Will you still find reason in continuing your life the way you intended normal or happy or simple.
What if you were from a poor/broken family not to say that its something unacceptable maybe just a little bit unfortunate. So your parents works hard maybe just your mum anyways you almost succeed in life that is you already have a proper education background, all you have to do is to get a proper job. You cant wait to repay your mums sacrifices or love which you remember vividly in your memory, all those hard works, all those years of suffering. You are happy that you’re going to put an end to those memories with a beautiful harmonic life that you have dreamt of. One no particular day she dies of some disease. What will you do for your only reason of succeeding in life has failed you.
What if you did it all, got married with the one you loved had some beautiful babies gave your mum a happy retirement with much love and care. Life couldn’t be better it was the almost perfect life you worked your ass of for. Id like to be clear about “happy retirement” it doesn’t means that we’ve put her in some old folks house, it meant living together happily just wanted to be clear and to avoid any unpleasantaries. Having said that, you are now 45 years old and you die of choking. Would it all be over then? What if you know that you are dead you know that your soul is no longer in your body you know that you cant do anything about it. What if your soul still lingers around the place you lived and the people you love, looking at them preparing your death, you look at yourself getting buried and left there all alone.
What if you’ve done it all, had a happy family performed all your obligations became someone respected by almost everyone that happen to know or heard of you. What if after doing all that you’ve have no intention of dying therefore you’ve been granted eternal life. At the beginning you were satisfied, happy and full of experience…you might be ok living for the first 100 years, then you realize that eternity doesn’t seems to be that great when you have to spend it on your own. Your efforts to meet new friends and people are filled with laziness and bore dome, what would you do then?
Our lives has been designed to end in one way “death” and start again in two different living environment “heaven” or “hell” to my knowledge that is. I am terribly sorry if I offended anyone whereas my only intention was to write. Come to think about you shouldn’t have read about it in the first place….moving on what my motives were writing this mind disturbing thingy is to share my thoughts which have agitated my sleep, I couldn’t sleep so I write. That’s my explanation if anyone of u wonders. Finally no matter how different your life is no matter how you live it, I think dead will visit everyone but will it be safe to say that the outcome might be different. What if.
Domo arigato.
