Well I am not quite feeling well
today. Ergo I relax at home. Though there is not much food available... After
raiding the fridge, I found a quarter of left over birthday cake, my brother’s.
I took a big chunk of it, I don't really like cakes but then I was hungry, you
know what they say, ‘hunger is a hunter’. I am not sure if I am just making
that up. I also found a jar of cashew nuts hidden at the end of the fridge's
compartment. I ate the cashews out of spite. Now I don't feel too hungry, now I
just hope I don't get fat.
Anyways knowing that I have some
house chores to do have made me lazy and unproductive. Therefore I went out and
took some pics, you know to lose some of the guilt for not conforming to
the mundane, repetitive chores. I am pretty sure I'll regret it but who
cares, I'll have to attend to them sooner or later.
Oh my work place has shifted to
Nilai, I have to be on the company bus approximately 7.30 every morning and
reach home around 8 pm. I would like to brag about the burden and the getting
used to the new routine. Then I was reminded of others. It is pretty common
isn't it? Spending long hours traveling to work, spending long hours at work,
spending all the money you've earned on paying off debts and what’s available
of in the name of stress relief and keeping sane? On second thoughts aren’t we getting used to enslaving ourselves
to banks and society's expectations? What else is new?
It is necessary to keep life
somewhat balanced, you know keep it balanced to your own ability. It might be
trying and exhausting but to me keeping life balanced is pretty significant.
One has to be spiritually, mentally, physically and financially stable. That's
my opinion and something that I envision or you know just being hopeful for.
After all I am getting old, and I am old enough to know, you know…stuff.
I've been spending too much money
on plants, flowers, fishes, aquarium, stuffs for aquarium...I was assisting my
uncle on building our own fishpond. It took us almost 4 months to complete, you
know since it was just the two of us and we could only work on the weekends. It
feels nice though; having it in the house...not exactly in the house but u know
what I am saying, right?
After getting the pond done, I wanted
to do this thing called ‘aquascape’, ‘planted aquarium’, or well there are few
more names for it. Although, I am pretty sure I messed it up. Fishes were
dying, the water in the tank looked dirty and I am not exactly good at
landscaping apparently.
Anyhoo, I think I shall nap a
little while I still can. Enjoy the pics.
