Beautiful world

"America touts itself as the land of the free, but the number one freedom that you and I have is the freedom to enter into a subservient role in the workplace. Once you exercise this freedom you've lost all control over what you do, what is produced, and how it is produced. And in the end, the product doesn't belong to you. The only way you can avoid bosses and jobs is if you don't care about making a living. Which leads to the second freedom: the freedom to starve." Tom Morello

The quote was longer than 140 words and FB only allows you to write up to 420 words; hence I had to come here. I felt obligated to post it...for myself. And since I am posting it, I thought why not insert some of my own thoughts, right?

Not only in America, most probably the whole world. This is the real scenario, the apartheid towards humanity. We are so deep in this man made mockery that the younger generation would innately think that this is life as it is. Maybe it’s just me, you might think that I am lazy, but maybe I am sleazy but if this is life and the only choices it gives, I don’t see any real meaning, maybe enslavement towards the corporation (indirectly of course). The people on the other hand enslaved towards their material desire, I only see depression and malignance laid for me. But really it’s just me, you don’t have to concern me, surely I wish to find truth in me, in doing so I would find freedom and peace within me.

I know people dislike this from me, ‘maybe it’s just jealousy!?’ I hear hearsays, Well don’t take it too seriously? It’s not that I am asking you to agree, this is the information I agree and this too is my decree, as you can see I have fun with words and vocabulary.

This too reminded me of a cool video clip, enjoy and have a good weekend. I also reminded to remind myself to read the ‘book’ ordained to me.

Mind in Dark Mines

When the self is distressed,

Heavy pounding comes across the chest,

When the mind is depressed,

It dresses black with protests.

When everything points to a certain way,

It is difficult to look the other way,

Depth and wisdom seems so far away,

Truth and freedom lies distance away,

People all over triumph nonchalantly,

People all over live unevenly,

People all over cover their miseries,

I disagree, you look oh so merrily,

My heart beats but weeps of insufficiency.

Poverty of the mind,

Hunger of the soul,

Tantrum conundrums,

Frightened the scoundrels…

Heavy the burden,

People, they don’t seem concerned,

Neither do they concern,

In surviving, you remain mortifying,

In the name of survival,

You truly are the devil’s scrotum.

The soul shouts,

The heart screeches,

The creatures beseeches,

But inside all remain helpless,

The self cries,

Helpless and dependant,

Beat up and rotten,

To the eyes of the world,

He rather be forgotten.

The flesh tears,

The bones try to bear,

Blood, red in pain,

Oh my, life’s strangling,

The breath seems to weaken,

The soul gasp as the mind goes mental.

Earth shattering,

Earth quakes and its entire kin,

Come together and disrupt my sleep,

Asleep and awake both depressing,

Stop lying to yourself,

Make yourself feel better,

Positivity you help no longer,

Positivity, stay with me and let’s lie to one another,

Positivity come, let’s look positively at the world’s atrocities.

Cursed with this expression,

A gift of enlightenment,

Curse or enlightenment?

accursed to enlightenment?

Both,

But the minds needs some nourishments,

The mind is craving for more wisdom.

The soul is pale,

The soul is stale, from appeal and longing,

The soul misbehaves approaching shortcomings,

Disregard this tale, too troubled and confusing.

If you’re not the one bearing,

You might as well stay concealing,

The soul is pale and so is this tale,

It appears proud in revealing malnourishments.

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Girl next door,

None had to say it but she transcend refined,

Her features were art, I couldn’t find fault,

Soothing to the eyes, relieving the heart,

Surely she must be as wondrous inside,

I kept on eyeing and started dreaming,

Suddenly I witnessed her walking,

My feelings too stood up and went strolling,

The world didn’t move a bit,

The world kept circling,

Selfish feelings, selfless feelings

None has relation with the world revolving.

Amidst the confusion,

Where one stands stagnant,

The soul stands deficient,

The whispering subtly begins,

Awakening the self within,

The self needs reasoning,

You guys are just so mean,

People, why so mean?

He spent years and lives to impress stupid human beings.

I see the old man grinning,

The old men, aren’t they misleading?

I look up for wisdom,

They failed providing intelligence,

I thought of learning,

I left with doubt feeling demeaning,

The old men pursuing teenage dreams while dying,

The old men sad and very disappointing,

I looked for philosophers,

All I met were worse than kids in diapers.

The people backstabbing,

The children dying,

The poor suffering,

The rich suffocating,

Their wealth beseeching,

These Tyrants, so corrupting,

The world keeps circling,

Obvious to what’s happening,

Till the point of reckoning,

No one seems to be beckoning.

I pray for wisdom, I seem to be lacking,

The world ending and I still walk wondering,

The people point fingers still revolting,

The world is ending, ‘people stop hating!’

The man who said that ended up dying,

Killed by the pointing fingers and society’s frowning.

Ramble-Shamble

As usual I’ve been wanting to write and update my blog. I am either too tied up or involved in some event or when I have the time to write, I don’t feel like writing anymore; though I did say to myself that I have plenty to write about a lot of stuff. I jotted them in my memory, an apparent mistake. Now I only vaguely remember some of the stuff I wanted to write about. Well less pressure I suppose.

Work has been awful if it safe to say, if not I take it back. Wait a minute; it could also be that it is me that feels awful for… I don’t know, not being able to discover my true passion or something like that? What if I just don’t like to be confined, enforced or abide to anyone’s demand and rules? A picture of a lazy douchebag appears on your mind? I was actually thinking amongst the line of a wild supreme animal like a lion/tiger/dragon/unicorn that cannot be tamed. The funny thing is all these animals in this modern world has to eat and a family to feed. It hunts by being a powerless slave to the system. Pathetic! Hipsters, here is where you say FML!

Ah! A reminder—I wanted to write about existentialism and how there is no such thing as you are wholly in power of your own destiny. You have very limited choices. For example someone throws shit on you and the choices you have is whether to clean yourself or leave it. Like, what kind of choice is that? I don’t quite remember my other arguments but I am hopeful to write an entry on that or not.

On a different note it shows on how we can actually do things reluctantly, smile and be in that involuntary state till the end of the day and then sulk and try to get lost in a world without anything close to stressful, enforcing activities. Sometimes you are lucky and even when you are your thoughts just lingers and constantly reminds you of what you dislike most and afraid of. Like an alarm clock only this time the agitating alarm clock is attached to a time bomb.

When I was young I have always enjoyed being alone most of the time and being one with nature. Climbing on trees and sitting on roofs and just looking at life. I don’t know if I thought of stuff like life and all back then; I was too young then. Having said that I am also aware that I can’t live without my friends, well I actually can but I don’t want to is what I am saying. So this paragraph summarizes that I like being alone and also like company and friends. Success.

Right now I am alone in the office with no one telling me that I am late in submitting something or in doing some task. I just am enjoying the quietness and the short period of freedom from people. But a voice in my mind won’t shut up and keeps telling me, ‘you better get this done or get your ass shouted at’ every few seconds. Be gone annoying voice!

I just don’t like people in general. The smart ‘gifted’ ones feel that they have this obligation in shaping the human mind in making the world a better place, so to speak. The rest are like sheep’s following and adhering to rules rather obliviously as if this is how it was/is supposed to be. It saddens me that people are not encouraged or interested in finding their true selves and in the actualization of their intelligence bloom like a fresh flower.

All I see is powerful men who are paranoid and unhappy trying to prevail and maintain their assumed happiness by ruining other people’s freedom and lives. I guess it is safe to say that the devil in us did do a great job. What we have now are idiots and more clueless idiots—like sheep’s aimlessly misguided by bewildered dogs who are controlled by anxious, pompous herders.

That’s enough of ranting I suppose? I actually wanted to post a clip and obviously got carried away. The clip is from Salyu. Although I might’ve done so in my previous entries and even if I did, this is a different version and an amazing song. So enjoy and have a good day.