Funny thoughts

Having nothing to do as usual frequently makes my mind think of funny thoughts that I won’t elaborate much about. Here’s one particular subject that I would like to ponder upon. “Is that it”? I am talking about ones journey in life. Is that it?

We do the same similar stuffs in life that makes it a routine with or without knowing about it. Think about it school, college then work…it’s errm kinda typical I’d say, since I too did the same things. I was just thinking perhaps if I didn’t have to go to school, college or work. I’d certainly be different then again I’d also be living in a world of my own with less knowledge and I am pretty sure that I wont be able to write this kind of craps (beneficial reading) whenever I have nothing better to do.

Come to think about it, I am pretty darn happy that I went to school and to college too and find myself lucky enough to get a proper education compared to others less fortunate. Moving on I was wondering would it be possible to live a life where we can enjoy doing the same things that we do. I am talking about “work” here, how many people you know enjoy their jobs ohh u might know plenty but this is my story so I am saying that only a small amount of people really enjoy what they do at work. The point is people do things for their own reason such as “money”. People earn to support, help, pay bills shortly “to survive” and keep on living. Most people work and earn to occupy themselves and at the same time earn a living. Nothing wrong or unusual about that, that’s something that I think that I too have to live with.

I like to think of myself as an unique individual till recently I a came upon a friend who said “always remember that you are unique, just like everyone else” meant something didn’t it?, every occupation has its down fall and shitty happenings, it might be being human itself and having feelings and thoughts that lingers that sort of feeling. So we learn how to deal with it find an appropriate way to release stress/tensions and keep on moving as for some, some might depend on their incomes that gives the person a reason to continue their effort.

A typical human life (not you!) consist of years of studying, learning how to deal with/manage stuffs, learn about people and live with them, go thru horrible and good and exciting experience, see almost new and learn things that happens in everyday life. Depressing moments, stress, process of growing up learning to adapt with new environment/ places, girls, girls, girls, exhaustion, new people more learning and more adapting. Then get a job, career change more depressing moments. After a few years of living alone and getting more financially stable, look for a lady get married have kids and earn more money to ensure child’s future. Grow older and hope that your kids pay back your good deeds and love and appreciate the person you are. That’s my version of life compressed into a paragraph not really true eh.

The thing that bothers that agitates me is, It’s yet another day.. I am still wondering clueless, what to do with myself…just want to be someone useful to myself and to others I guess being someone useful or someone reliable in that matter depends on what an individual is willing to do in order to get whatever he dreams of. Blurness and the cloud that covers the path to your future that makes your mind stop and the inability to think ahead is a miserable feeling. Some say, “you’ll never know until you try…better fail trying without having the courage to even step ahead”. A friend of mine, someone I know dearly, who couldn’t be or do the things that he wants to do or become (“because of certain barriers” he’d say) is now facing a dilemma whether or not to just take any opportunity that comes ahead. Normally that’s what happens, we just take the opportunity ahead of us and forget about the things that, once was our goal. Anyway there’s no actual point for this story just that, people tend to grab the opportunity in front of them which is a good thing considering they all turn out to be ok. As long as you’d be able to live with your decisions then its just a matter of continuing and living in routine and be happy about it.

The point of “is that it” is, is there all to life, some live in peace some in war, rich and poor, healthy and sick and some rule most of us obey. The best explanation that I can come up with is the power of mind. A person is moved by his mind and does and lives with what his/hers beliefs, which I think is also influenced by the mind. I’ve come to conclusion that no matter how miserable a person’s life is. His beliefs and the power of his mind and the ability to control it is a gift that not many live to achieve. Living in poverty and comparing life with others more successful people makes a person with less power of mind think of it as a living hell. On the other hand a person who has peace of mind who doesn’t see life as some sort of a competition rather lives life out of simplicity, loves the people around him and be grateful for each moment that he breathes. That’s my story for now, I hope you enjoyed, feel free to comment while I go looking for ways to achieve peace of mind.

Thank you.