Complex

So many things on mind,

All these thoughts black and white,

Good and evil,

Troubling and unwanted like heavy stones,

Proving its presence and the burden it carries,

These heavy thoughts moving,

In a vast black space far away from light,

Where once there was a way,

Now is clogged,

Contempt and anguish,

Ends in vanquish,

Stuck and unmoving physically and mentally,

Dead end and blind alley,

Halted and stopped by the palm,

The hand that obstructs the path that shoves it huge, powerful hands,

A huge barrier evident now,

More and more barriers and obstructions constructs,

No remorse neither humane,

Laughs and Parties replaced instead,

Selfishness and stupidity,

Lack of understanding with their fingers poked in their ears,

But proud nevertheless,

Egoistic and narcissist,

Chasing goals by deceiving the self and others around,

Make beliefs of beliefs,the mind is a powerful thing,

Living life by stepping on others,

using others as sacrifices,

as a stepping stone,

Proud of achievements,

artificial, fake and temporary,

what people perceive as beauty, success have materialized,

Don't you see how good life is?