Okaa

Note: someone, somebody wrote this, but heyy none of you did...haha (I am so funny)

I’ll go frantic looking for you,

There’ll be no home to return to,

This is the worst of God’s trial,

Lost in vision, nothing to envision,

Worse than an earthquake for inside lies the ruins,

Buried within are all hope for living,

Your familiar face no longer in existence,

Left alone with no one to trust,

Left in a world where no one cares the way you do,

Where no one treats me the way you do,

To you, I come first even before you,

How can I get used to not having you,

I am dependant unto you,

The surrounding now black,

The air around still and tight,

Someone’s strangling my neck,

The thought itself makes me scared,

For I am weak with little to do,

All I can do is nothing,

Nothing I do can change a thing,

Everything I do will disprove nothing,

I am cursed being a human being,

For all I can do on my own is nothing,

An endless list of miseries awaiting,

Nothing scares me more than you leaving,

For I will battle the angel of death to death,

Oh Lord have mercy…

Do not take away the hope for living,

Verily I am weak…

The life of a human is tough indeed,

Proves my point that life is anguish indeed,

Sigh, I need a deeper understanding…