~Happy Birthday~

I used to love you…

With all I got,

Alas! All I got was but a dot,

So I understand why,

Though after all these years,

For some reason I’ve no idea why,

In all the girls I’ve come to know,

I keep looking for you in them,

And you never came,

So as of for now,

I don’t foresee loving the same again…

It feels as if love cannot take me to where I got,

The way your eyes light when they met mine,

The helplessness of your face as if you were utterly dependent,

It almost felt real,

Yet when I think of your love,

I can’t help but think if it was real,

Now, don’t worry I am not hung up on you or anything,

I also remember the reason why I hate you,

Despite all your perfections,

I’ve no idea why,

You turned disloyal,

I saw u as a pure loving person,

Cute and innocent,

And...

Though I didn’t know and when I knew,

 I didn’t want to know,

That you, you were also someone else,

I called you mine all the time,

And when you beckoned, it made me whole,

Now clearly it was only in my mind,

Even now when I unknowingly call for you,

You’re in the hands of a different kind,

All along I was playing games in my mind,

Thinking there will be a shimmering light…

Well never mind,

Now you’re married and I know you’ll be fine,

You’re a survivor and you’ve always knew better,

I thought I’d be with you forever,

And now I know I could never,

Now I don’t know if I can love like I did you ever

After all that,

I hope your face always brightens up with a smile and your eyes shines bright with delight,

For I never used to love you,

I still do.